Monday, June 7, 2010

Not that anyone is reading this...

As the title says, no one reads this and understandably so seeing as I haven't written anything in months LOL so, I just thought that I would write a few things to get shit off my mind. If by chance someone other than myself IS reading this, thank you and many apologizes for cursing..

First off, I hate Texas. Slow drivers, slow people, Hot as hell all the time and just not my scene at all.

Second, I am tired of flaky people! say what you mean for crying out loud!! quit being a pussy and say it. If you don't want to hire me, or you don't want to communicate as a friend say so! I'm tired of always being the one to have to "check back" on something YOU told me. In other words, don't say " I'll get back to you in 24-48 hours than make ME contact you. And if I am the one that does, apologize, no explanation no biggie, I'm not that needy. Move on, but than YOU make the next contact... Don't make ME follow up yet again! Seriously, I have made HUGE strides to stop writing people off completely... But, as of late I'm thinking that maybe that wasn't such a bad thing after all... Sure, in the past I have written people off only to regret it later, and that was my fault... That's why I wanted to change that aspect of my personality.. but, I guess you get in what you put in.. If you feel like you are putting all the effort in... Chances are that you have been! so, move on. So, that is what I am going to be doing the rest of the week.

The old question has always been "Why do good people die, and pricks live forever?" I don't know, I still don't get that one either... Maybe I'm just too nice? is that a possibility? What is the deal? That's my rant for now, but rest assured I will definitely have more soon.

Best.